Like a robot I have no emotions
Many days I go with the motions
Yet something is lacking
My mind seems to be cracking
Weak and leary I have no backing
heartbeats you are no longer tracking
What has become of thee
That I can no longer see
No longer am I free
Cursed for all eternity
who am I with no identity
I have no warmth or amenity
Crushed is thy heart of homogeneity
Change has come with this oddity
My world filled with the darkness of late
Things at random and can’t contemplate
Madness swirling and lustful hate
Oh consciousness you took the bait
Here I will in the darkness stay
Waiting for that light of day
Even if I should fade away
Whilst demons have their place and play
My Soul comes with a cost
And thy veins will be frost
Eyes Have been exhaust
Myself entirely is lost
Running wild, on the 10th astral plane,
looking in with a demented tinted frame.
Which do you prefer life or death,
I took a knife slit my throat and held my breath.
Life is what you make of it,
but for me it’s shit.
People hit the ground running towards nothing,
I hit the ground running towards something bluffing.
Darkness consumes me,
Light won’t let me see.
Soul taken over by something demonic,
my eyes are more vampiric.
reality is my confusion,
while this land is my illusion.
Seeking something that can’t be sought,
Only the time to be bought.
Life is precious life is few,
life is a dream life is new.
Death is nothing death is strange,
death became me and death is in my range.
All these commotions,
that leads to these fucked up Emotions.